Almost all packed up and ready to get my shit moved. Egads theres so much to do ahead of me.. I wish I had 4 strong males and a huge moveing truck so I could just sit back and direct the box and furniture placement...

I have my uncles offer of his help and truck one day and both my friends jen and amy have offered their trucks. My little sister is spending next weekend with me moveing boxes and small things that can fit in my escort. An escort.. ya should only take 50 trips or so... ug.

I had to cough up extra mula I wasnt planning on for the cat deposit, which outragious in my opinion. But what ever.. just pushes my couch buying plans back a bit. I did get some extra work this weekend though so that will help. And I sold my guitar that I have never learned to play for some more cash.

And so it goes... move move move... I signed a year lease though... I am SO ready to live one place for a fucking year. I havent been anywhere more then a hand full of months since my divorce I think. Im tired of moveing. Im tired of always thinking I am doing whats best for me.. only to realize 6 mo down the road that I have made a wrong turn and must start over again.

2007 is my year I have decided. Me me me me me me. I need a break and some me work- in several areas.

anyways, I went out with the girls last night... it was fun.. and a much needed ego boost after the past few months. Got hit on a fair amount -even got asked for a phone number... which I declined to give.. he was cute and all... im just not ready to re-new my dateing amusment park pass ... im too tired and too fed up and too cynical and too angry and too defeated and too sick to death of it all...