Its friday folks. Thats nice. This is my last weekend of freedom so I reckon I should live it up a bit. Plan on drinking and sleeping mostly. Two things I doubt there will be time for after Monday. I start my second job then and so far, just looking at my schedual- exhausts me. I will be working 8am to 4 here and then 430 to 10 there and then home to crash and do it again.. and again... and again.. all week. Then on the weekends I work 7-4.. so ick. There are single days off sprikled here and there- but even then I will work at least one place. So, cant hardly call them "days off". Anyhoo.

I did try valium for the first time last night. It was ok. Made me really mellow. Ugg.. I need to find a drug that makes me able to do this crazy younger person working two jobs thing again. Hmm, meth? the weight loss would be an added beny. But... I like haveing skin so.. maybe not. Hmm, speed? Maybe.. its a little better then meth... humm, have to consult with a hardcore druggie on the subject. Better living through chemistry right? Yeop.

I finished a book last night. Twas a short one, I stated it at work yesturday and wrapped her up before bed. Its called "Just Checking" by Emily Colas. It was really good. Saw myself too much in there though. Its a book of vignettes in timeline with flash backs style book about a woman struggling with OCD. Severe OCD though. I saw me in the begining of the book, but she progressed to a state of inability to function. Anyways, it was a really good book, funny too. I highly recommend it.