well, ive been a mad sketcher of late. I should post a bunch, ive been so busy, yet feeling so artistic... so even though I dont have enough time to go down to the painting room and get all set up... I can sketch on the couch, at work, all over man. So, mad sketcher I have been. This way, when I have some more free time I will have a bank of work to pull from for painting. UGgg..

Everyones haveing babies. Jenni had one 2 months ago, amy had one 2 months ago, now Pauls brother got one. Man.. babies babies babies all over the place. I am happy for everyone of corse... but its still hard. You want to badly to have your own, but circumstances and timeing have yet to be on your side. Sometimes I start to freak out, worry I will never have children, that I am getting too old, that I will die alone and childless.. of corse, I am prone to dips in reality. uffda.

I really must go get some more coffee now, im tired tired tired.