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Where oh where have I been??!!! Here. Just not much to say lately I guess. Things seem harder and harder to pin down long enough to mold words around. Paul would like me to move in with him. And to allow myself to be foolish.... I would like to move in with him too. I shouldn't, he still doesn't know what he wants. Alas, within me is a fungus I like to call faith. I want so badly to believe in him and believe it can work. Its rather strange. Most folk would consider me overly pessimistic and negative, down on people and myself. Yet when it comes to that insidious little word, love, I have more will and hope then all the kings horses and all the kings men. Most would translate this into something they can understand and use... like gullibility and naivety. But that's simply not the case. I just know that no matter what happens..... I have to believe and try. If I dont, I will never know what might have been....and one drop more of that kind of regret would surely kill me. Leave me a NOTE :) Jul. 14, 2006 "Om Mani Padme Hum" "Experience is a hard teacher - she gives you the test before the lesson." "Be who you are and say what you feel because people who mind dont matter and people who matter dont mind." "A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner" "Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped." "One must know that there is a path at the end of the road." "Knowledge without courage is sterile." "Do not injure what you can not kill." "Life is short you say?- It is the longest thing we ever do." "All victory breeds hate." "Animosity does not eradiacate animosity" "There is a difference between knowing the path, and walking the path." "Time is what prevents everything from happening at once." Template by ME |