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Guess I havent updated here in awhile. Not that much has changed in my world. I went out last night. I met some cute guy. Im sure it wont amount to anything. This is my life. One waste of energy after another.
Its all so simple when I break it down. What do I want? I want to matter to someone. I want to speak and be heard, cry and be held, love and be loved back. I want to make someone happy. I want to be happy.
I want to be in love again, if thats even possible. I need to know if it is. I need to have my faith in love restored. Im so afraid that none of it is real; that love is nothing but endorphins and lies. Shoes on feet.
I loose faith in all that I thought I knew. Conclusions drawn in pencil and left out in the rain. Disolveing, fadeing... whats memory and what is make believe. Theres no way to know. Swirl spiral gasp sleep.
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May. 16, 2006
"Om Mani Padme Hum"
"Experience is a hard teacher - she gives you the test before the lesson."
"Be who you are and say what you feel because people who mind dont matter and people who matter dont mind."
"A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner"
"Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped."
"One must know that there is a path at the end of the road."
"Knowledge without courage is sterile."
"Do not injure what you can not kill."
"Life is short you say?- It is the longest thing we ever do."
"All victory breeds hate."
"Animosity does not eradiacate animosity"
"There is a difference between knowing the path, and walking the path."
"Time is what prevents everything from happening at once."
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