Well, I had my second date with the feller from a few entries back. For my diary purposes I will call him Mark.

So, I didnt know what to expect as the date was casually planned. I showed up at his place with a bottle of wine. It was a really nice place, just messy and undecorated enough to let you know he is a feller, but tidy and personalized enough to be comfortable.

He has a huge vinyl collection so we spent the whole night listening to records, drinking vino and talking. Tons of talking. I found out a lot more about him. He was charming, sweet, very smart and really funny.

Our first meeting was unplanned and it is hard to really call it a date or count it towards anything. Plus it was a concert so it was loud and there was much going on. So this one was nice as it was about getting to know each other.

Oh and it doesnt hurt anything that he is just plum adorable. And he just makes me feel so comfortable, like there isnt a judgemental bone in his body. I have yet to hear him put one person down or really show a cynical or negative side at all. Its so wonderful and infectious when someone loves life and genuinly eminates kindness in their smile and prescence.

I dont know where it is going to go, or if it will go anywhere, I know I am so glad to have met him regardless of what happens next, I just know somehow that he will be in my life from here on- even if it ends up just being as a friend.

We both want and need to take it overly slow with no expectations. So that makes it just really comfortable and easy to talk and become friends.
I am seeing him again in a few days.

Its really weird, I like him a lot. And I want to see him again, but this giddy foolishness to it is simply not present this time. Have I grown more mature emotionally, or has my heart just become uniterested in getting involved so soon? Or does he just make me feel so comfortable that I dont feel the need to do anything more then show up and take it moment by moment? I dont know, but its nice.