So, had 2 dates this weekend. The first with someone we will call Chris. I drove down here and we set out kayaking. Spent the afternoon on the beach talking and it was really nice. Then we went to dinner together and he hugged me when he left. I think we had fun and got along- but would make much better friends then anything else. So, thats that.

Then Sunday I met Rob in redwing for coffee. Cute little resturant and damn did they have good coffees- 15 or so different ones. We talked and smiled but I dont know, something wasnt quiet right. He did kiss me before he left but we talked on the phone on monday and decided to just keep it at friends. I dont know, maybe it could grow to something else, but I certainly am not gonna waste anytime thinking about it. If something changes something changes. He had the strangest eyes- like amber, but more like the color of tiger eye stone. god! and in the sun they were amazeing. It sucks cuase on the surface we have a lot of lifestyle things in common. He is buddhist and almost raw. aw well.