ya know, I think I have just realized in my sleep deprived sort of way. See I decided I should eat something as I have not all day had but some gummy worms and about 4 pots of coffee.

So I went to the metal box with all that stuff in it and grabbed a spoon of peanut butter and some saltines. I absolutly love this as a snack. Not for the taste as much though but for the strange pleasure I have always derived from squishing the pb through the little holes and makeing a snake of pb come out the bottom.

I believe now that it is directly linked to the fact that as a child I wanted one of those play-doh hair dressing shops. The one where you put the little people on the chair and pressed play-doh out the little holes in there heads. Well, needless to say I never got this item. I wanted it but I never got it. I think I will go to the toy store tomorro and try to find one.

Im not trying to whine about not ever getting this gift. Im just relieved to finaly have figured out why I love the pb oozing out of the cracker hole. Prior to this discovery I was concerned that I had some shit fetish.