i am staying up all night. this I have decided. The cofffee is a- brewin and i love it. I love staying up all night and then feeling like shit the next day...well not realy but it seems like my creativity peaks at around 2am and since i am working on a new painting i need this. besides i can sleep when i am dead.

I saw this scene in a movie of this girl lying on her back on the floor naked and smokeing. I realy liked the position but all i could see was her wrist slashed and blood pouring down her bare body. i seem to be haveing this alot lately... i guess i am just feeling morbid. it makes it easy for me to come up with paintings though. i have it all sketched as i do with most of my work. now i have to start on it. i tend to sketch things out just to get a feel for the compsition- so I dont start painting this great body and then get to the top and there is no room for a head...anyhow...i must go...i may be back.