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day after
Well, back to work I guess. My christmas was, well, ok. Parts were really cool and parts really sucked so. For cool stuffs, I got lots of nice gifts, my best being a nice digital camera from Paul. I think everyone liked the gifts I gave them as well... at least they seemed to. Christmas morning my mother went into the hospital. She is very ill as is. In and out of the emergency room. Very advanced diabetes. Sometimes I have a hard time with the sympathy for her. Yes, I feel aweful that she is in constant pain and suffering as she spirals towards the inevitable. But, at the same time, its always in the back of my mind that if she had stopped drinking and took care of herself 15 years ago when she was diagnosed or hell at any point in the first 10 years of the disease, before so much damage was done to her body- well, she wouldnt be in this condition. Its selfish to take such obscenely poor care of your health and then expect the world to weep at your suffering. Leave me a NOTE :) Dec. 26, 2006 "Om Mani Padme Hum" "Experience is a hard teacher - she gives you the test before the lesson." "Be who you are and say what you feel because people who mind dont matter and people who matter dont mind." "A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner" "Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped." "One must know that there is a path at the end of the road." "Knowledge without courage is sterile." "Do not injure what you can not kill." "Life is short you say?- It is the longest thing we ever do." "All victory breeds hate." "Animosity does not eradiacate animosity" "There is a difference between knowing the path, and walking the path." "Time is what prevents everything from happening at once." Template by ME |