Back - Forward - Old
Me Myself and I
101 ~ ART ~ DEEPER ME ~ TATS ~ MYSPACE D-land Crap Notes ~ Profile ~ Surveys Places To Go The Edge Political Test creat a nation People To Read... jj the-moo onewetleg salazabr p00h smarmy-elf devian wench77 idiot-milk littlelloyd contepartiro porktornado ozmodiar pterals savecraig mutantdragon theswordsman my-temple b0b0-dreams fish-tale |
i miss him so
Each time I feel a moment of happy with what is growing between me and Mark, I feel as though I betray myself. Like I am cheating on my own heart. What does this fool inside me want me to do? To live in tears and pain forever, missing that which I will never have again. Or move on, let go and find a way to be happy with someone else. I think I am crying because to do this, I must give up, for real, in my heart. Something that I had not done yet. I had been boldly going about as if I had. But his coin sits in my wallet still, his pictures never out of reach, his words... I still dream so much foolishness. To survive, I must move on. But how do you learn to see by the light of a candle, when you once held a star in your hands? Leave me a NOTE :) Nov 15, 2005 "Om Mani Padme Hum" "Experience is a hard teacher - she gives you the test before the lesson." "Be who you are and say what you feel because people who mind dont matter and people who matter dont mind." "A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner" "Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped." "One must know that there is a path at the end of the road." "Knowledge without courage is sterile." "Do not injure what you can not kill." "Life is short you say?- It is the longest thing we ever do." "All victory breeds hate." "Animosity does not eradiacate animosity" "There is a difference between knowing the path, and walking the path." "Time is what prevents everything from happening at once." Template by ME |